Hero, quiet smile and gentle pose

Hero, quiet smile and gentle pose

A lot of things change rapidly in the seconds, such as characters, such as states of mind, such as love. The moments when things change are so real and clear to tell myself that everything is different, nothing can come back to the past no longer.

I start to yearn to the simple and beautiful things. My sky once was grey, covered with sorrow. Dark was the only color to describe the feeling in my heart in the past. But now it is covered by blueness, start to become clean and pure.

I have been playing Hero and always insist on looking for those things which were illusory. Maybe because I was a little disappointed in reality and I could get the feeling of proud in the game, I started to love this game. I always wanted to earn hero gold in the past, although I knew it did not mean anything to my life.

I loved a boy in Hero. I thought he was the hero in my heart. He bought hero online gold to me and accompanied with me. I loved him so much that I missed myself. Until one day I asked him that if we could meet in reality, although the distance of our cities was a little far. I thought if he loved me, he would accept my idea and come to my city. And if he did not have time to come, I was willing to go to his city. It did not matter. But his response made me sad. He refused and said that the game was really a game and he had his life in reality. I pay so much time and effort in the game for him. Was it fair to me? But how could I blame him? I once was willing to do for him. He did not give me any choice and gave his hero online money to me, then left. Was it compensation? I cried every day at that period of time, my friends comforted me but I could not listen to any words. Later I kept his hero money and still played Hero, and no one knew the feeling of my heart.

Life is a word that I always meditate these days and is a word that makes me come to myself finally. Finally I can stand under the sun and laugh.

I bury my sorrow and I know some people saw my article will smile. Because this result really makes you expect for a long time. Now I become easily fulfill. Now when I buy hero gold, I did not feel sorrow and I smile. I know happiness is not given by others, but is the sense of fulfillment from your heart.